I know I can do this, but what am I waiting for?

I have hardly been posting here or elsewhere for a while now. So, I need to get into gear and quit smoking. But alas, how can I do this if my heart is not in it?

I should have quit on the 2nd of April of this year, and it would have been one day and odd hours completed.

But since I knew that Mother just purchased a sleeve of cigarettes, I was dumbfounded into thinking I may have some. It only took one cigarette to get me hooked again.

But since it is a new day, I thought that I would try and quit again at 8 am. This would be ideal for me as all I have to do is stay on the vape until midnight and sleep the day through until 9 am, and then I would have done a day again.

I know it is doable but what are your thoughts.

I find that I have neither found a thing to satisfy me.

From the first day I started to smoke, I became increasingly addicted to smoking. But for some time now, I have felt the need to quit smoking, and I nearly did this seven years ago. But since I took a puff of a cigarette, I thought I could still go without if I had only had one. But boy, was I mistaken.

For these seven years, I have just continued to smoke or made some effort into vaping. I have had a few hours to a few days done here and there.

But if I continue to smoke, I know that it will have an adverse effect on me in the future. Meaning I will see to have had a smoking-related disease. And I do not want to go down that road. I know that since my very first cigarette, it did something terrible to my lungs. Yet sometimes, when I inhale smoke, I feel a burning sensation at the back of my throat. And I do not like this.

I will eventually quit. But this has to be in my own time.

Over the course of a week!

Yes I have been smoking but it has reduced by a 1/3 as I would have had about 13 packets within a week, and is now 4 packets.

This is solely down to Vaping a few days here and there.

But what I am surprised about is that now I have my heart and soul in it.

So when I do a day again, I hope that I will be able to continue. And beat my 42 days spent not smoking.

For about a month now!

As the title suggests, I have been trying my hardest to quit smoking. With me only narrowly doing just over a day last week and nearly two.

I have been forced to buy some vape pods, and have been using them.

They’re Elf Bars Peach Ice, Spearming & Watermelon.

I had been using the Peach Ice for just over a day, two days ago. But now I am on the Spearmint.

My last known drag of a Real Cigarette was 12:30 last night.

It is now nearly 17:20 on the 2nd of July 2023.

I just hope I can stick with it and just vape without coughing.

Right, You Lott.

During the month of October I will try to quit smoking and only vape, since it is a national Stoptober event.

For a person to give up smoking, it takes a lot of willpower and endurance not to pick up and light one up.

But if you have been using an E-Cig for the best part of the day, you will start to notice that odd taste when you light one up.

I had been smoking since the age of 15 and now since I did about 42 days back in 2016. From the 5th of October to the 14th of November.

I want to rekindle this and try again since it is Stoptober for instance.

So far today since getting up at 3 PM, I have had 11 cigarettes and it has gone past 8 PM now.

So I still have 12 in a packet and want to diminish this.

So now will only Vape from now on. Hoping that I can.

If Having?

What would you do if you had a narrow throat, that restricted you to only cough when smoking or vaping.

What would you do if having found an alternative to the deadly weed, I.e Cigarettes. That each time you take a pull you cough your lungs up, no matter what you do, wether you smoke or vape.

What would you do if you had never continued to smoke in your early years, would you still feel the need to smoke now since we have all the time in the world to have one. I sure would not.

But I am only stating facts when I say that since I started to smoke, I cannot quit the deadly habit.

And the longest time without smoking was 42 days, about 5 years ago.

I just wish that I did not pick up that cigarette and started to smoke, just because I could not taste my juice.

I will now and forever be blessed with vaping.

Still Smoking after all this time

For what it is worth, mother does not want me to vape and to only smoke.

As she says it is the vape that has caused me to have a persistent cough.

But I know better and will one day return to it.

But for now, I will smoke.