I know I can do this, but what am I waiting for?

I have hardly been posting here or elsewhere for a while now. So, I need to get into gear and quit smoking. But alas, how can I do this if my heart is not in it?

I should have quit on the 2nd of April of this year, and it would have been one day and odd hours completed.

But since I knew that Mother just purchased a sleeve of cigarettes, I was dumbfounded into thinking I may have some. It only took one cigarette to get me hooked again.

But since it is a new day, I thought that I would try and quit again at 8 am. This would be ideal for me as all I have to do is stay on the vape until midnight and sleep the day through until 9 am, and then I would have done a day again.

I know it is doable but what are your thoughts.

I Can Do This, Hopeing

For just over a week now I have been smoking less and less. As I am using Disposables. Take for instance the 19th of this month, I was starting day 1 of a nearly 3-day stretch, without smoking.

But now I have been doing a day here and there. Only to start again with Vaping.

The reason for this post is to help others who need help and support. Like I do Now.

My only hope is for each day that I do, I hope I can continue to Vape, and forget smoking as an afterthought.

So if you would like to know. My Quit date is the 31st of July 2023 at 3 AM in the early hours of the night.

Over the course of a week!

Yes I have been smoking but it has reduced by a 1/3 as I would have had about 13 packets within a week, and is now 4 packets.

This is solely down to Vaping a few days here and there.

But what I am surprised about is that now I have my heart and soul in it.

So when I do a day again, I hope that I will be able to continue. And beat my 42 days spent not smoking.

The miracle is on its way!

Over the course of 3 weeks, I have done more hours not smoking since a long time ago. And now I am determined to quit smoking.

Yet although I have racked up a few days and hours here and there, I seem to always want to smoke, as if I am missing an old habit.

I find it easier to vape now more than ever and I will now try my hardest to keep you all updated and stating that now I am a former Smoker.

I just wish that when I started my vaping journey all them years ago, I did not light up a ciggy, just because I could not taste a friend’s juice.

As I am starting over I would just like to say one thing, please encourage me to stay clear of a packet of cigarettes, that would otherwise be mine.

For about a month now!

As the title suggests, I have been trying my hardest to quit smoking. With me only narrowly doing just over a day last week and nearly two.

I have been forced to buy some vape pods, and have been using them.

They’re Elf Bars Peach Ice, Spearming & Watermelon.

I had been using the Peach Ice for just over a day, two days ago. But now I am on the Spearmint.

My last known drag of a Real Cigarette was 12:30 last night.

It is now nearly 17:20 on the 2nd of July 2023.

I just hope I can stick with it and just vape without coughing.

Right, You Lott.

During the month of October I will try to quit smoking and only vape, since it is a national Stoptober event.

For a person to give up smoking, it takes a lot of willpower and endurance not to pick up and light one up.

But if you have been using an E-Cig for the best part of the day, you will start to notice that odd taste when you light one up.

I had been smoking since the age of 15 and now since I did about 42 days back in 2016. From the 5th of October to the 14th of November.

I want to rekindle this and try again since it is Stoptober for instance.

So far today since getting up at 3 PM, I have had 11 cigarettes and it has gone past 8 PM now.

So I still have 12 in a packet and want to diminish this.

So now will only Vape from now on. Hoping that I can.

How can one live knowing that smoking will give ill health?

Yes, I have heard all the news about smoking giving ill health and killing many thousands of people worldwide.

But for me, I just cannot seem to stop smoking no matter what I do.

As I have low willpower. And quite enjoy the ritual of smoking.

If only I could find a replacement.

Oh, I do have a few mods. But they are rarely used.

I have now started to Vape and I need to do this as I will die of either lung, or throat cancer or any other smoking-related disease.

Who Should Know?

If you are like me and a smoker, trying to vape to quit. Then you should know how I am feeling. I have struggled for many years to quit but had nearly quit back in 2016.

That was when I had done nearly 42 days without smoking and using a basic mod and tank back then.

THEY were the Innokin Coolfire IV and iSUB G tank. Natively running at 26 Watts.

But now since I have grown fond of Vaping, even when smoking. That I wish that I hadn’t picked up and lighted that CIGARETTE.

I now have mods with more power and have learned to coil and wick my own Tanks.

Yet Today I have only had 4 Cigarettes since getting up this morning at 11:30 AM, it is now

For ages, I have wanted to quit smoking and nearly succeeded back in 2016.

Only to pick up smoking once more.

I just wish that from 5th October 2016-14th November 2016. That I did not pick up and light that Cigarette.

Since then I have either Smoked a lot or Vaped for a few hours here and there, including a few days done.

But lately, I have been vaping for a good few hours before picking up a cigarette.

And since I have a New Purchase of the Dead Rabbit Solo RTA 25mm version. That I am giving it a good go and have only had 4 cigarettes since waking at 11;30 AM it is now 18:00 PM so nearly 6.5 hours and I would have had a full packet smoked at this time.

I am glad that I am turning to Vaping again, as I need to quit for my health and my WALLET.

I just wish that I wasn’t COUGHING.

If I could Quit Smoking, I would. But my heart and soul needs to be in it to have any chance of success.

One More Thing?

As all of you know I am still smoking and I do find it hard to stop, even if I am vaping I tend to lean against smoking again, when I grow bored.

But for FINANCIAL reasons I must Vape, to save my health and money.

On Sunday I thought that since I was Vaping and going a good deal of length of time without smoking, that I thought that I would beat my smoking habit. But far from the truth I was since I was waiting for my mother to get back from a journey in Ottley.

Once she entered the door I asked her for a Cigarette. and she did not decline. She had left me with 5 Cigarettes before she went and I had smoked them before 12 PM on last Sunday.

So for over 6 hours I was Smoke-Free.

Since then I had been smoking.

But now since it is Wednesday the 22nd of June 2022 I will now be vaping from 4:30.

Hope that I can beat my smoking Habit.

There comes a time to start over

It has been some time since I last spoke, and this site has been down for some time now. I have just put it back up, as I feel that I should Document my Journey once more into the world of Vaping.

If you would like to know, I have continued to smoke since my last update and managed about 15 days’ worth of being abstinent from smoking since then.

But now I do not have any money to spend on cigarettes and I only hope that today’s attempt at Vaping will spurge me on. My last puff of a cigarette was at 12 PM and I have not had one since then.